Excuse me , my English is weak . if you see many false & in correct sentences . please beg my pardon . thanks a lot .

Why am I alive ? be cause I should be alive till I get my love . she is the reason that I am breathing , my heart works , and my brain thinks and my hands writes .

Every time I see her but can't say to her that I love her .many times I speak to her but I can't say to her how much I love her. be cause I fear that if I said to her , she doesn't speak to me any more .

may be she accept my request but I know my parents will not agree about this request . and after that I have no jobs and no money . that is a problem . be cause whom wants to get married must have jobs , money , car and house. But I have none of them .

what am I doing to solve these problems ? I need help but I don't know what kind of help I need .

she , my parents , job & money are my important problem .

I think she accept , but what should I do to my parents and for money . love is not enough to start a share life . I am very sad . why life is difficult ?

Relative wants many things . house , car , money , job , …

If a young man hasn't money he must be died . he could get married no time . be cause he isn't reach . I say reach but who is reach man . how ever you are reach they wants more .

2000 gold coins . maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

some people thinks that their daughter is a material & they must sell her . every body pay more their daughter is for him . it is right that they want their daughter will pride but I think money doesn't bring pride in a life .& which is bring pride in a life is only love .

till they don't love each other they can't feel pride only they are aliving together . so cool . life with out love is nothing . I think life can delicious more if both , money and love , are together .

do you think different?

Rasti ! do not thinks about first sentences . that is imagination . ; ) , : p .